last post... seriously
ran down to the office... our lease is good until the last day of may... thank goodness.... so now i'm not as stressed... lol...
now for real... i already started my new blog. you can see it under my profile... k. later.
last post....
well, carlee is napping.... i just ate lunch.... and i'm drinking lemon flavored iced tea... yumm... if only i had a sunny porch in front of my own yard to sit at and drink it.... anywho.....
i think this is going to be my last post on this blog... not that i'm not going to blog anymore, because i am... i'm going to start a new blog. i live my life in phases i suppose. even my calendar is erased monthly... at the end of the month, i look at everything we've accomplished, erase it, and start new with the next month, write out everything planned out so far, and when bills are due, etc....
this sunny florida phase of my life is coming to an end.... actually i have to go down to the office and see when our lease is up.... almost had a panic attack last night wondering if it was up at the end of april or may.... because if it's up at the end of april, we need to schedule our pack out ASAP and figure out where we're going to live for most of the month of may... but i'll go down and do that when carlee wakes up....
hubby is underway again.... this week will be lonely... or maybe not.... my friend A called today, she and her hubby just had a baby girl about a month ago. :) so hopefully we'll hang out this week. ANYWAY.....
back on topic... i will be changing my display name so that my next blog is a little more annonymous except for family and friends who will know it's me... i always feel a little hesitant to write about our navy life... dates, things that happen, etc... so... maybe i'll share a little more... okay... so i'm off to start a new blog... here's to the next chapter of my life...
:D
ugh
i woke up this morning feeling really weak... i thought it was going away.... grrrr i can't wait for this cold to be gone... and i hope carlee doesn't catch it. :(
2 months and counting....
time.... i feel like we're running out of it.... 2 months left here in Florida. wow. and there's still too much stuff to do... and i'm stressing out... not tony though... no, not tony, he never stresses out. but i do... i was able to turn in my passport application today finally, after they get back, we then have to return with a bunch of other stuff to send off for our visas.... yay... i'm trying to figure out when we'll throw carlee's first bday party here, when we're going to be getting our "pack out", when we'll head down to texas (where we will throw her another 1st bday party), when we'll have to make our way to Italy.... agh!!! and tony's underway... so there's no communication, except for my email after email to him which he can't reply to.... but that i still feel the need to write them lol....
other thoughts... i'm getting over my cold, finally... i forgot, that was another thing tony gave me when i got home, lol.... i cleaned the dishwasher today... i had always thought the dishwasher would stay clean since there was constantly soap in there, but then i saw that commercial for the jet dry dishwasher cleaner saying that it defeats the purpose to clean dishes with a dirty dishwasher... so i went and looked, and i did notice some gross stuff, so i bought it and used it and am quite happy with the results.
carlee had a taste of freedom while in texas when my mom bought her a walker, and now there's no going back.... lol... i bought her the same one for here, but since we have carpet, she can't go anywhere, and now she will not go in it or her jumperoo which she used to love sooo much. now, she's all over the place, crawling, cruising, getting into everything. keeping me on my toes.
my last thought for this entry: it's amazing how much different my life is since i first started this blog. i used to have alot of time in the beginning... and one of my original intents of starting this blog was to get better at my writing... BUT yeah, the complete opposite happened. i have no time to hardly write much more than "hey fam & friends, this is what i did today" about once a week. lol... and it's always unedited, badly written, but whatever. i just thought that was funny.
this is actually a rare somewhat long entry, but now... carlee's trying to eat cardboard, so yeah.........
he's a keeper
i can't believe i forgot to blog about what i had intended on blogging as soon as i got back online!
when my grandma and i arrived at the apartment monday (6th) afternoon after the loooong drive from texas what did i find when i walked in the door? a super clean house, new area rugs, home made cookies, balloons, and ROSES!!! he couldn't be there to welcome me home since he had duty that day, but it was such a nice surprise! he's so wonderful...
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7th Heaven rerun...
is what I'm watching... but I'm really waiting for that show New Adventures of Old Christine... I never liked her on Seinfield, never really liked that show perioud, but this show looks hilarious. Carlee is already asleep, amazingly since about a half hour ago... which would of been nice if Tony was here... but he's underway :( Tomorrow, Carlee has a DR appointment, and I have to go by PSD on Tony's orders to turn in my passport paperwork... I'm hoping it goes through in time so that Carlee and I can leave with him, if it doesn't we'll be moving over there two weeks plus after him...
show started. it's funny so far... i was going to write more tonight... but eh... w/e. i think i'll zone out and watch tv... chat on aim... miss the hubby.... yell at the cats... and go to bed. :)
I heart texas
so, carlee and i have been in texas for a little over two weeks now... it's gone by fast. less than a week left before we start our drive back to florida. the weather was freezing the first week we were here, but today it's beautiful. we've been really busy, trying to fit visits in with all the family, and i even got to hang out with some friends from highschool on saturday. i really needed that night, it was my first night away from the baby in a looooong time. carlee is playing on the floor with the remote, successfully changing the channel every now and then... haha... she's learned alot since we got here, she can now wave, shake her head no, and use the walker my mom bought her like a pro. she's grown alot just in the past few weeks. i miss texas. i forgot how much i love it here. i drove to georgetown today (next to austin) to pick up my grandma, and i fell in love with texas' scenery all over again. it was a nice morning for a drive, and the baby was quiet the whole way. i like all kinds of music, but since i got here, i've found myself listening to country more than anything else. i guess it just matches how i feel right now. sometimes i wonder what it would of been like if tony and i had just stayed here after graduating... lived a simple life, have jobs, be near family, you know... some days i wish we had chosen that path. i'm simple.. i'd love to be near family in our small town... but then again, if we had made that decision, i'm sure today i'd be blogging about wishing we had left this town and done something with our lives....
new tv came in today
the new tv came in this morning... it's quite big. 52 inch widescreen HD tv... yeah... I thought it was a little over the top, but tony's been lusting after one for two years now... haha. so carlee and i watched her cartoons this morning, she was quite fascinated by it... her favorite characters were suddenly twice as tall as she is lol... then my soaps... then we took a walk... i let her swing at the playground... so pretty much uneventful... except for the tv...
while i was walking carlee there was a loud bunch of girls and their kids at the playground... i could of walked over and said hi, but i figured why bother... it's hard for me to make friends... and i'm leaving in a few months anyway... ugh... i've made a few really really good friends here in the past two years... i'm going to miss them. :( i'm getting a little anxious about moving to italy i think... tony thinks there's still plenty of time left... but i keep telling him there's not. i'll be home feb, then we only have march and april to get everything taken care of. overseas screening, passports, packout, leave time.... it's a little overwhelming to me, but apparently i blow everything out of proportion for some reason... anywho... tony will be home tomorrow... he'll enjoy his tv... saturday my grandparents will pick me up... and i will be gone... and he will probably have a gaming party with the new tv... i know he will... i know my husband too well... i'm freakin exhausted... and i'm rambling.. so i'll shut up now... haha... good night.
