i can't sleep.... and irrational fears
it's after midnight... i can't sleep... it's not that i'm not tired... because i am... i'm freakin exhausted... but as soon as i get into bed... my mind starts racing... and just keeps going. i don't know why i can't "shut it off" like tony tells me to... grrrr.... anywho... so i'm blogging... and using a lot of dots....the other day loraloo posted about irrational fears, hers being the dentist. i posted a comment admitting that mine too is the dentist.. but today i was thinking about it, and i have more than just one irrational fear... i realized today that one of them is....
sinks..... yeah.... kitchen sinks.... bathroom sinks.... i hate them... they're disgusting. i have to wash my sink before i wash any dishes in it. is that wierd? lol... i mean, i just look at it, and imagine all the food gunk that is stuck along the sides of the drain... or that gets caught in the crevice around the drain hole.... microscopically rotting away....... ewwwww..... and bathroom sinks.... yuck! even when they're clean, they're gross. when i was little i used to pour a capful of peroxide in the sink to watch it bubble up as it killed millions of little germs. i'm serious. you should try it. it's quite disturbing....
another fear is someone finding a receipt with our whole debit card number on it and cleaning out our account..... i keep all of our receipts.... and finally check all of them when i have a the time.... (which is hardly ever, so they build up) hmm... i don't know why i just don't check them as soon as i get them... but i also keep them for a while just in case... (i've already admitted to being a clutterer on this blog....) so there's yet another example. anyway.... you should really check all of your receipts to make sure the whole card number isn't on it.... i've had to shred some wendy's receipts, hospital receipts, a few other fast food places, but i can't remember which ones..... ugh.... yeah, i'm weird.
so i guess those are my other two irrational fears. i was a little overwhelmed today. carlee's started throwing tantrums and i don't know why.... and i know they're tantrums, because as soon as i pick her up, she's fine. oh well.... i really need to get to sleep.... good night guys....
posted by *s* @ 12:32 AM
2 Comments:
I hope you got some sleep! I hate it when I can't shut my brain off, either.
I know my kitchen sink gives me the heebie jeebies, that's supposed to be the germiest (I just made up that word) room in the house.
Carlee's hit a phase. It really is just a phase - and she'll grow out of it (and you'll be very happy!). Madison did the same thing, but slowly grew out of it as she got more and more mobile (thus more and more independent).
ugh... i hope so.... and a fast phase too.... (fingers crossed)
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